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Sohorer kolahol ta onektai fike hoe ase ediktae .durer akash ta ektu lalche hoe ache soharer aloe. dhare kacher jesob panshala guli jader biswaoner juge amra “bar” ba “ pub” bole thaki segulou sob charie onekta dur chole jete hobe. kichuta hatlei ekta edo goli tar dudhare har bar kora british amoler bari jora jirno obosthae pore ache. tader nona dhora deal jeno swatantro bharoter upekhar r onadore biluptoprae hoe poreche .tobuo jeno sriti bhare bharakranto golita british sobhottar kotha janan die choleche. .kichuta durei ekta panshala eta tothakothito sei “ bar” ba “pub” noe ..etao british amole er.nam holo “ripon’s pub” deale nona dhora purono purono gondho .bhitore dhukle mone hoe jeno madhyajuger ekta janashobhae uposthit hoechi .tobuo jeno kono appayon nei, nei bearer somador kore table e nie gie bosano .nake mod r ciggerate r dhoar ek odbhut songmisrito gondho ese thekche ..ekta ek tana violin er mormantik sur jeno ei panshalar dukhei somobyathi take somobedona jancahe. Gholate ekta poribeshe alo adharir khela …kichu mukh odrisho kichu abcha ondhokare abrito.monta kemon nostalgic hoe pore ei poribeshe ….. jeno hothat kore ekguchho sriti mone pore gelo ..kichu bhalobashar sriti kichu dukhho kichu bedonar abar tar e modhe ekta dhoate chehara …..monta pichie ae onek gulo bochor .

Bes kichuta somoe kete geche ei panshalae boshe achi. Monta sritir dheu e uthal pathal .choker kone hoeto halka ekta nomoniota anubhab korte parchi , ektu bheja bheja thekche …na !!! eta moner bhul asole hoeto ajke kagoje kolome abar ek hobe hoeto toiri hobe ekta khosra..sei ekgheye ekta bhalobashar kobita ….kono notunotto nei ei kobitar bhasae tao jeno kiser tane berie pore ek ekta kobita ……kono bisrito manushke mone pore gie tar uddhese lekha ekta kobita ….

Kintu eta ki sudhui kobita ???? na ki ekta chitkar ???ekta bikot jontronar chitkar?? Naki kauke hothat kore kichu na bola kotha bolefelar icha ..kichu jobabdihi kichu osohaeotar bohiprokash ……..naki kichu pete chaoa. Roj roj eieki khosra toiri kori ..ondhokar ei poribeshe boshe jiboner alo , beche thakar ses dip ke khojar chesta kori …..naki kotha r madhome ja bolte parini likhe bojhanor adommo khide . kagojer sukno patae hridoyer ekanto apon bheja anubhui gulo ke tule dhorar chesta ??? ekta osohae oborudhosasrudho kanna ……jar kono sobdo nei ???? kintu chitkar to ache ?? naki setao nei ????

Choloman jiboner bus e footboard dhore jhule achi ….sudhu ektu jaega ache tate ekta pa thekano konomote …ekta dhorar moto rod thakle ektu nischinti hoto .ektu jor petam !!! jiboner boe chola noditar tore bhese jete jete ekta khor kuto dhore atke thakar chesta korchi …..!!!! sei khor kuto ba sei bus er rod tai khojar ekta byartho chesta kore cholechi ei kobitar modhe die .sudhu kagojei likhe cholechi r pener kali nosto kore cholechi ..sedin ta dure nei jedin ei kagoj gulo jaliei sunno hari chapate hobe panta bhat rannar jonno ….telchite kalshite hari tao janan diche je tar din furie elo . kintu osohae ami oparok ami kichui korte parina .bhat khawar poesa jotena kintu roj shondhe belay “ripon’s pub” e ekta dhu martei hoe …karon jiboner loraita lorte lorte bhulei jai je kichu sriti fele esechi jiboner purono dil gulo te ….jegulo nie ektu sriti bilash kora jae …r ei sritiguloi amar ekmatro sompotti amar dhon daulat….kichu poesa khosie sei morche pora dhan daulat gulo ke ektu chamak die nie jai roj bari ferar pothe ektu chokchoke kore nie ..ektu notun bananor chesta kori ……kinty sei chestao byartho rater ondhokare ghorer olpo aloe jokhon sasta mode bhije jawa bichanaa pithe theke ..r sara sorir ke ekti lashe porinoto kore tokhon sei bihobol choke sudhu ektana cheye thaka tai theke jae ..sei ghuronto pakha tar dike fyalfyal osohae drishti oshar dehe cheye thaka ….ufff diner seser jontrona …..na jibon songramer noe jiboner sei khor kuto ta ke pawar …..moder nesha dhire dhire mostisko ke gras korte suru kore chinta bhabna r tar sathe anubhutigulo aste aste khin hoe jae..aste aste rat ghonie ase chokher sei khola pata gulor upor r pata gulo sriticharon korte korte tader e bhare aste aste nuie pore …..byas !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sob ondhokar sob ses…….mone kone ekta awaz tobuo bole kalke abar notun kore surjo uthbe notun kore bhor hobe notun ekta din asbe rater kalima ,glani ,ondhokar ke pichone fele manus abar ei din take duhat khule aobhan korbe abar notun kore jiboner loraier jonno prostut hobe ,………amio uthbo amio bachbo abar aro ekta din aro ekta din korbo songram abar hoeto toiri korbo notun ekta khosra kichu kagoj kichu pener kali nosto hobe ….abar hoeto khuje pawar chesta korbo jibon nodi to bhese jawa sei amar akre dhorar khor kuto ta ke !!!!!!!!!!! abar r ekta din katabo ami amar sritir bojha ghare kore …..abar ekta aborto ghurbe ekta jibon ………. Kichu ta sadrishho peye jabo sei ghuronto pakha ar sathe ei jiboner ghuronto abortor ….!!!

Ha ei bhabei beche thakbo ami ..ei bhabei din er por din dhorar chesta korbo jiboner choloman buser sei rod ….khojar chesta korbo nodite bhese jete jete sei khor kuto …….r ei chesta korte kortei ekdin jibon garir prochondo godirodh e hothat pa horke jabe …paer olae foot board sore gie toile jabo sei garir chakar tolae …r gari ta ghor ghor sobde chole jabe amar upor die …byas tarpor ..sei din sondhe belae amake r sei “ ripon’s pub” er ekgheye jora jirno poribeshe khuje pawa jabena …kono table dokhol kore nie sriti bilsh korte keu protokhho korbe na …kagoj r pener kali khoroch ta theme jabe ….violiner ekgheye sure r srotar sonkha ekta kome jabe sasta moder ekta kreta kom porbe moder dokane …..nesha korar agei mostisko tolie jabe ek bhishon ondhokare aj sriti bilash na korei choker pata gulo jiboner bhare nuie porbe …….etogul din ei osohae sorir nei beche thakar dhokol r soite parbe na .neme asbe rat ..aste aste dhire dhire gras korbe puro prithibitake ..amar prithibike …..r sekhanei atke jabe amar jiboner aborton . r surjo uthbena ei choker paar upor ..r kono aloe ghum bhangebe na … !!!! ei bhabe ghotbe ekta jiboner obosan …!!!!!!!!!!1 sob chawa pawar hiseb nikesh shesh ……….