lost...................

Still dark is the sky
With no colour to supress the black…….
Still cries the mother soil
With tears coloured with red

The faraway horizon no more
Paints the colours of nostalgia in the sky
The burnt red ocean
Fails to reflect the salt deep inside

The grey smog embraces the mountain top
In endeavor to hide its wet erotic green
The dark clouds of oblivion
Screens the sun …….

A blank canvas lay inside my heart
Waiting for a trembling hand to fill it with colours…….
My misled dreams confine myself in a prison
And I wonder how long ………

No answer echoes the walls of the heart …….
Silence screams with the dreadful pain of loneliness
My presence ethereal to the very existence
Yes I am lost

waiting a resurrection

When thoughts take over my mind

I stare blank……………

The dark oblivion of the night rests upon my shoulder

I lie naked ……………..

Every sinew rolls with the laughter of pain

Bleeds with the deep remorse of frozen times

Times that had long ago ran out of time

My gaze seems to freeze……………

I push through the crowd of long lost thoughts

Memories fly hay-wire in the sky

I lie paralyzed

Suddenly I feel the pain

Of a helpless existence………

I cry but no salt pours out

Just like the river of emotions that had long ago

Lost its battle against the hot desert of agony

I dream the wildest of dreams

Only to realize they were never mine

My body takes an uncanny leap

To break free of this shackels

But I m stuck to the bed

Which long ago had harbored my dead soul

Yes.. I am dead ….

To the very existence of the human race

Just an embodiment that metabolizes

But never breathes love …tastes the colours of petals

I am only a physique

Which has its features but no adrenalin rushes

I live in the world of the deads

Where noses are dedicated lovers of burnt petrol

the night sky remains unadorned..

only for the love of sips of addictions…

Where no rain can evoke a dance of love

The taste of the country roads

Cannot stimulate the taste buds of motherly love

Yes I live in the house of the deads

And I hope ..............and longingly wait

to be painted with colours once again by angel hands

To again resurrect to an eternal life

parle uttor dio .......

Kokhono iche hoeche tomar howrah bridg er tong e chore kolkata dekhar ??

mone hoeche jhap di atol gangar jole...... bilin kore di nijer ostitto

darie dekhecho ki duchok bhore bikeler surjer aloe jholshe jawa gangar rup .

Kokhono ki mone hoeche ektu chekhe dekhi sohorer matir swad ??

Shiter sokaler kuasha ghera poribeshe kokhono ki dudondo bosecho moidan mathe ??

Du polok takie dekhecho ghumer chadore dhaka dhop dhope nishpap sohortake

Kokhono ki sei sobuj satej abhohawae jake bhalobeshecho take aro mone poreche ??

Boro ekta asottho gache helan die ki kolpona korecho premer madhur kono muhurto ??

Bhebecho kokhono fire jai ek lafe koek dosok pechone.dekhi purono kolkatar rup

Soda byasto soda probahoman purono dhormotala r more ektu darai ….

Bus goomtir pase ekta moela drainer samner dokane darie ekta sorbot khai ??

Kokhoni bhese jawar icha hoeche tinso bochorer kallolinir jol-e??

Tram e chore bowbazar theke labazar hoe bibadibag esecho tumi ??

Laldhigi r pase bose kokhono mone korecho sohid sritir kotha

Chowronghee theke park street er dike jete jete khujecho kokhno hargile pakhi ??

Kan pete sonar chesta korecho seal er dak few er paer sobdo ??

Kokhono purono sei hat e tana boro boro rickshaw e chore ghurte icha hoeni ?

Othoba tangae chore Victoria ke prodokhin korar kotha mon-e eseche ??

Borobazar er ghinji rasta . edo goli gulo kokhono pae hete dekhte cheyecho

Sritir bhare klanto kolkata ke kokhono bolecho tomare kori pronam !!

Monument er upor uthe kokhono mone hoeni ektu sohorer gondho suki??

Akasher onek unchu die ure jawa gangchil dekhe kokhono jhor jhor kore kede felecho??

Brishti bheja sodha gondhe ki kokhono harie jawa din gulor sritibilash korecho??

Janla die ki rat er akash dekhe likhte cheyecho kono kobita...... dhorte cheyeho tar soundorjo

Sopno dekhecho ki gan feri korar ??? kobita lekhar r sokolke dhore dhore golpo sonanor

Race course er pas die hete gecho kokhono anmona hoe ?? dekhecho rat er kolkata ??

Victoriar sobuj ghase bhul kore boshe porecho kokhono ?? dekhecho snigdho soumya rup tar ??

Mone hoeni kokhono ekrash kash ful upohar di kauke??

Outram ghat e ki kono dosomir rat e kosto kore rat jege maer bhasan dekhecho??

Hasi kannar sathe bangali r sonskriti ,bhalobasar onobodho drishtanto prottokho korecho

Mone mone pronam korecho ma ke ?? bolecho ki ma abar eso abar tomake boron korbo

Fire ese sararat jege ki sokole mile adda merecho... ..mishti mukh kore pronam korecho boroder??

Koekta proshno chure dilam tomader ….. idur doure ongsho neoa idur gulo ke

Jani ei proshno gulo ajke britha...... mone hoche ami pagol, bodho unmad !!

Biswaoner juge sohorer matir swad khujte chai …….sorir rangai tar ronge

Na bhai ami pagol noi ….. kichu harie jawa sukho anubhuti khuje berai ami

It kath concreter tolae chapa pore jawa kichu sriti ke fire pete chai ami

Ami jani ei proshno gulor uttor tomra dite parbe na ….. uttor nei tomader kache

Karon tomra sopno dekhona mogoj becho ….. tomra unnotir dut …….

Pagla hawae ga bhasie nachte tomra janona …. Juger hawae urte paro sudhu

Meghla rat e akash dekhar obokash nei tomader ..ache night club r neshar chumuk

Kintu bhebe dekhte paro ekbar kothagulo............. chesta korte paro onubhob korar

R kokhono amake mone porle khujo ei sriti gulor majhkhane..........

Ami achi ei sritir jongole ....ekhanei notun kono purono sritir hodis korchi

Ekhanei khujchi ami jiboner mane