ontoratmar proshno .........

Hothat ekta dhoate jomat badha ondhokar choker upor ese namlo .Kichuta abchha kichuta ronger abha jukto abar kichuta gholate .Sei ondhokarer ghonoghotar chador sorie aste aste choker samne ese daralo ekta manush .Tar mukhta poriskar noe kintu chena lagche ……bhishon chena . eki ????? eto ami !!!! e ki kore sombhob ??? aste aste chari paser ondhokartao kete jache .kintu manush ta nirob … sudhu du chok bhora kotha nie amar dike takie ache .Na eguloke thik kotha bola jae na ..proshno bola jete pare ….ha proshnoi bote !!!! kintu proshnogulo thik bujhte parchi na . keno ???? keno erom hoche ???? abar sei ondhokarta garho hoe asche …….are manush tao to sei ondhokare abar milie ache aste aste …..dhoae …………..rojakr moto ajkeo milie jache se ……..

Na e ki sopno na bastob?? …roj rat e e ki hoche ..choker samne roj roj ei oshosti…Proshno gulor mane aste aste bujhte parchi ………montake aro bhabie tulche roj rat e…du chokh ek korte bhoy hoche …….bujhte parchi ami proshno gulo !!!!! sei chok duto obyartho proshno ban e amake bidho kore choleche din er por din …..rat er por rat ……..osohae lagche amar !!!..........................

“keno????amar ei anonde bhora rongin sustho jibon ta ke dhoyar moto jomat ondhokare misie dile ?? keno amake sadakalor gondi te abodho kore dile???”

“nosto hole tumi nosto korle amake sasthi dile amake ?? amar poribar ke jalie dile ekta neshagrosto manusher jolunite ???”

“til til kore amake amar sorir ta ke keno marcho ???”

amar hate toiri amar ontoerer sustho sobuj atma ta aj jeno ajker ami ..neshae akranto asustho porittokto amake proshno korche?? .bar bar mone kore diche je ami e amake marchi …rugno kore tulchi …din e din e jibon rekhar opare nie jachi , mrityu mukhe potito korchi !!sobuj satej niriho ekta pran ke khun korechi …. Somajer samne nesha grostho duschoritro kore tulechi ….. sobar bhalobasa sobar sneho … sob kacher manus her theke dur kore diechi …..ekta ondhokar goli r modhe chok bedhe thele diechi …..sudhu hetei jache …dekhte parchena kothae jache se…..bitarito korechi somaj theke!

Nah !!! roj rat er ei dosharop osojho ek jontrona !! kintu sojho korte hobei amake ..buker modhe ekta manush ke khun korar dae nie sara jibon palie berate hobe ……kintu kar theke paliei ba berabo ??? nijer thekei ???? palie jabo kothae ??? nijer chhaya theke ki kore palabo ????ekta bikot chitkar kore chhute palate parle hoeto bhalo hoto !!kintu sei ek e proshno ……… kothae palabo ?? kar theke palabo ???? na e dussoho jontrona !! odbhut kostodayok onubhuti !! kintu amar to palanor o odhikar nei ….ami to papi ami to khuni !! amar to sasthi adrishter deal e khodito hoe roeche ….!! Tobe etai ki amar sasthi ????ei ontorer onubhuti e ki amar sasthi ??? ei jontrona nijer kache nijei obhijukto howatai ki amar sasthi ????dhoar aral theke berie asa neshae konkalshar dehe porinoto amakei roj bar bar kore dekha tai ki amar sasthi ?? tobe tai bhalo …..

Sasthi dao amake !!!! anukompa korona !!! se aro marattok se aro osojho ek jontrona ….!!! Sasthi dao amake.. sasthi dao !!! tar e songe khomota dao amake nesha tyag korar . dhoar baire berie rongin prithibita ke notun kore dekhte !! chokh theke dhusor rongta muchhe fele ramdhanu ke dhorbar sakti dao !!! …………sasthi dao amake ……..sasthi dao !!

colours ...........

If we lost the ability to perceive all the colours in the colour wheel, and instead became limited to an achromatic view, the world would still remain a stunningly beautiful space. The images that we once cherished for their hue, and intensity would be instead looked upon in the light of their value. The spectrum of things used to judge the visual world would be at once limited. This limitation greatly simplifies, and this simplification can often make images more beautiful: more purely appreciated. The sheer amount of information present in a landscape can overwhelm us, and all this information can mask the beauty of the contrasts of value that are present. Seeing only this, we gain a greater sense of depth in the world we feel through our eyes. For example, a mountain scene, that in chromatic, is seen through the blue in the sky and the range of brownish colours in its cliffs, instead might be seen for the moody white and gray clouds floating over its sharp black peaks covered in ice cold white snow. The greater sense of depth in an achromatic view can easily inspire a more dramatic emotional feel toward our being, towards existance and evry other aspects of eternal life .

infusion er confusion

Boyosh gorie kurir ghore rekheche jei na pa

Shahityer goli ghuchi te coffe house er cha

Ghun dhora ei table e bose charminar ta thote

Budhujibir dol e nam lekhabo infusion sathe

Har bar kora jirno kathamo sritir bhare klanto

Nobin juger andolone e utsaho afuronto

Probin ra sob pasei boshe muchki hese dekhe

Nobin ekhono kagojei tar proibad rakhe likhe

“amrao bhai korechi esob michil kimba meeting

paromanobik chukti nieo coffee house er sitting”

nandigram r singur jokhon tata r katae bidhdho

table tatei chapor mere……. “amra bhari krudhho”!!

urdi pora bearara sob muchki muchki hase

bhabe….. adda chere uthlo na !!era rezwanoor er pase ?

Aro bhabe nobin piri r utsahotao mathei mara jabe

Hobe na keno?? probin naki pothprodorshok tara sudhui boshe bhabe!!

Dat barkora coffe houser dewal gulo shakhi

Kotoi erom elo gelo sudhu protibad gelo phaki

Utsaho sob kagoje kolome protibad kobitate

Tobu nobin probin dui asbe deshodharer sadhe

Kobita r protibad er chironton ei pithosthan

Asole se je adda marar nostalgic sthan

Dhoar gondhe dhoya hoe sob protibad ure jae

Infusion e confusion tobu coffee house ta theke jae

Sakhi thake ei ghun dhore jawa chair table gulo

Ei char dewal er modhei theke jae protibad gulo

Ajke jara nobin tara kal ke probin hobe

Pase bosha nobin der dekhe erao muchki hasbe

Mone korbe nijearo sei kuri bochor boyoshe

Coffe houser er swad peyeche desher jonne kichu korte

Korte kichui pareni r erao parbe na

Tobu kom khorchae adda marar furti sholo ana

Sei furtir majhkhane abar sritibilasher swad

coffee house tai tomare selam .........adda jindabad !!

ekti osohae ostitto

Sohorer kolahol ta onektai fike hoe ase ediktae .durer akash ta ektu lalche hoe ache soharer aloe. dhare kacher jesob panshala guli jader biswaoner juge amra “bar” ba “ pub” bole thaki segulou sob charie onekta dur chole jete hobe. kichuta hatlei ekta edo goli tar dudhare har bar kora british amoler bari jora jirno obosthae pore ache. tader nona dhora deal jeno swatantro bharoter upekhar r onadore biluptoprae hoe poreche .tobuo jeno sriti bhare bharakranto golita british sobhottar kotha janan die choleche. .kichuta durei ekta panshala eta tothakothito sei “ bar” ba “pub” noe ..etao british amole er.nam holo “ripon’s pub” deale nona dhora purono purono gondho .bhitore dhukle mone hoe jeno madhyajuger ekta janashobhae uposthit hoechi .tobuo jeno kono appayon nei, nei bearer somador kore table e nie gie bosano .nake mod r ciggerate r dhoar ek odbhut songmisrito gondho ese thekche ..ekta ek tana violin er mormantik sur jeno ei panshalar dukhei somobyathi take somobedona jancahe. Gholate ekta poribeshe alo adharir khela …kichu mukh odrisho kichu abcha ondhokare abrito.monta kemon nostalgic hoe pore ei poribeshe ….. jeno hothat kore ekguchho sriti mone pore gelo ..kichu bhalobashar sriti kichu dukhho kichu bedonar abar tar e modhe ekta dhoate chehara …..monta pichie ae onek gulo bochor .

Bes kichuta somoe kete geche ei panshalae boshe achi. Monta sritir dheu e uthal pathal .choker kone hoeto halka ekta nomoniota anubhab korte parchi , ektu bheja bheja thekche …na !!! eta moner bhul asole hoeto ajke kagoje kolome abar ek hobe hoeto toiri hobe ekta khosra..sei ekgheye ekta bhalobashar kobita ….kono notunotto nei ei kobitar bhasae tao jeno kiser tane berie pore ek ekta kobita ……kono bisrito manushke mone pore gie tar uddhese lekha ekta kobita ….

Kintu eta ki sudhui kobita ???? na ki ekta chitkar ???ekta bikot jontronar chitkar?? Naki kauke hothat kore kichu na bola kotha bolefelar icha ..kichu jobabdihi kichu osohaeotar bohiprokash ……..naki kichu pete chaoa. Roj roj eieki khosra toiri kori ..ondhokar ei poribeshe boshe jiboner alo , beche thakar ses dip ke khojar chesta kori …..naki kotha r madhome ja bolte parini likhe bojhanor adommo khide . kagojer sukno patae hridoyer ekanto apon bheja anubhui gulo ke tule dhorar chesta ??? ekta osohae oborudhosasrudho kanna ……jar kono sobdo nei ???? kintu chitkar to ache ?? naki setao nei ????

Choloman jiboner bus e footboard dhore jhule achi ….sudhu ektu jaega ache tate ekta pa thekano konomote …ekta dhorar moto rod thakle ektu nischinti hoto .ektu jor petam !!! jiboner boe chola noditar tore bhese jete jete ekta khor kuto dhore atke thakar chesta korchi …..!!!! sei khor kuto ba sei bus er rod tai khojar ekta byartho chesta kore cholechi ei kobitar modhe die .sudhu kagojei likhe cholechi r pener kali nosto kore cholechi ..sedin ta dure nei jedin ei kagoj gulo jaliei sunno hari chapate hobe panta bhat rannar jonno ….telchite kalshite hari tao janan diche je tar din furie elo . kintu osohae ami oparok ami kichui korte parina .bhat khawar poesa jotena kintu roj shondhe belay “ripon’s pub” e ekta dhu martei hoe …karon jiboner loraita lorte lorte bhulei jai je kichu sriti fele esechi jiboner purono dil gulo te ….jegulo nie ektu sriti bilash kora jae …r ei sritiguloi amar ekmatro sompotti amar dhon daulat….kichu poesa khosie sei morche pora dhan daulat gulo ke ektu chamak die nie jai roj bari ferar pothe ektu chokchoke kore nie ..ektu notun bananor chesta kori ……kinty sei chestao byartho rater ondhokare ghorer olpo aloe jokhon sasta mode bhije jawa bichanaa pithe theke ..r sara sorir ke ekti lashe porinoto kore tokhon sei bihobol choke sudhu ektana cheye thaka tai theke jae ..sei ghuronto pakha tar dike fyalfyal osohae drishti oshar dehe cheye thaka ….ufff diner seser jontrona …..na jibon songramer noe jiboner sei khor kuto ta ke pawar …..moder nesha dhire dhire mostisko ke gras korte suru kore chinta bhabna r tar sathe anubhutigulo aste aste khin hoe jae..aste aste rat ghonie ase chokher sei khola pata gulor upor r pata gulo sriticharon korte korte tader e bhare aste aste nuie pore …..byas !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sob ondhokar sob ses…….mone kone ekta awaz tobuo bole kalke abar notun kore surjo uthbe notun kore bhor hobe notun ekta din asbe rater kalima ,glani ,ondhokar ke pichone fele manus abar ei din take duhat khule aobhan korbe abar notun kore jiboner loraier jonno prostut hobe ,………amio uthbo amio bachbo abar aro ekta din aro ekta din korbo songram abar hoeto toiri korbo notun ekta khosra kichu kagoj kichu pener kali nosto hobe ….abar hoeto khuje pawar chesta korbo jibon nodi to bhese jawa sei amar akre dhorar khor kuto ta ke !!!!!!!!!!! abar r ekta din katabo ami amar sritir bojha ghare kore …..abar ekta aborto ghurbe ekta jibon ………. Kichu ta sadrishho peye jabo sei ghuronto pakha ar sathe ei jiboner ghuronto abortor ….!!!

Ha ei bhabei beche thakbo ami ..ei bhabei din er por din dhorar chesta korbo jiboner choloman buser sei rod ….khojar chesta korbo nodite bhese jete jete sei khor kuto …….r ei chesta korte kortei ekdin jibon garir prochondo godirodh e hothat pa horke jabe …paer olae foot board sore gie toile jabo sei garir chakar tolae …r gari ta ghor ghor sobde chole jabe amar upor die …byas tarpor ..sei din sondhe belae amake r sei “ ripon’s pub” er ekgheye jora jirno poribeshe khuje pawa jabena …kono table dokhol kore nie sriti bilsh korte keu protokhho korbe na …kagoj r pener kali khoroch ta theme jabe ….violiner ekgheye sure r srotar sonkha ekta kome jabe sasta moder ekta kreta kom porbe moder dokane …..nesha korar agei mostisko tolie jabe ek bhishon ondhokare aj sriti bilash na korei choker pata gulo jiboner bhare nuie porbe …….etogul din ei osohae sorir nei beche thakar dhokol r soite parbe na .neme asbe rat ..aste aste dhire dhire gras korbe puro prithibitake ..amar prithibike …..r sekhanei atke jabe amar jiboner aborton . r surjo uthbena ei choker paar upor ..r kono aloe ghum bhangebe na … !!!! ei bhabe ghotbe ekta jiboner obosan …!!!!!!!!!!1 sob chawa pawar hiseb nikesh shesh ……….

protibader prohoson ........

Parina ami kobita likte

Chaina melate chondo

Tobuo moner majhe ache

Andoloner chondo

Rezwanoor ke sohid banate uthe pore aj legechi

Lab bazarer kalo bazarir mukhosh kholar dondo

Rel pare bhaslo jahar rokte premer bonna

Mrityu pathe patito hoeo bojhalo somajtontro

Ekushe ain desher ain eto tai ki thunko ?

Nogor prodhan tomare selam dekhale gundatontro !!

Utheche nishan rongta tobuo fakase hoei ache

Manusher sei protibadeo ki bhejal meshano ache?

Byabsa cholche charidike aj tomare nie he premik

Gurutto nei tomar ache godi bodlanor hirik

keu ba bolche charte hobe godi noile michil korbo

rashtrokhomota hatate rezwanoor ke ostro korbo

oparok ami oparok sobe amra bhoei mori

dudhe bhate thakbo ei sopnoi buke dhori

rezwanoor je morle tate amar ki elo gelo

chhaposa amra andolon amader na korai bhalo

ajuhat ache thoter agae amra khudro manush

kibhabe orabo amra ei andoloner fanush

protibad kori kagoje kolome protibad keyboard e

protibad tau parena tobuo matha tule hak dite

jodi protibad amake banae r ek rezwanoor

takar bodole mogoj bechar sopno hobe je dur

kenoje parina Janie dite ami rezwanoor er songi

keno je parina todike janate amara tader dhondhi

lal rong aj kalo hoe geche kalo bazarir khelae

gola chere hak parina dite protibad sudhu lekhae

tai parbona ami kobita likhte hobena melano chhondo

rezwanoor er rokte kemon sohid sohid gondho

parbona ami kobita likhte

chaina melate chhondo

tobuo moner majhe ache

andoloner chhondo…………….